When it came to him the first time, it had been a dream.
Cold. Exhaustion. Frustration.
Roughly a month ago, the memories had gradually coalesced into something more concrete.
White noise from the raindrops, punctuated every several seconds with a crack of thunder. His drenched robes weighing him down. Wind, with the faint but unmistakable smell of saline.
Vivackus Kavon di Plagia had felt the odd lurching in his stomach of deja vu ever since arriving on this platform. There was something here for him, on Kamino, for him to discover. Vivackus knew that much. This fragment was the only piece he had ever been able to glean from that other past - that of his new Miraluka body. Everything else was like trying to remember the void before his own birth. He - his body - must have been here before. The longer he had dwelled on it, the clearer the memory had become. But why couldn’t he get further? While the scene itself increased in clarity, like a camera lens coming into focus, he was never able to see beyond this platform. He might as well have been trying to look past the edge of a painting.
Vivackus had to get inside, of this he was certain. If he could just get through the threshold, just break out of the scene, the rest would return to him.
Tra’an was a problem, though.
The Shi’ido’s hand reached for his disruptor pistol. Vivackus desperately grasped for Tra’an’s wrist. This was a tactical error, as it turned out. Amid the saberlock, with all hands occupied, Tra’an headbutted Vivackus in the temple, sending the Consul staggering backwards. A small part of Vivackus’ mind was amused to discover that Miraluka could see stars.
Vivackus’ lightsaber began to fall from his grasp, then dipped into a parabola upwards into Tra’an’s hand as he called it to himself through the Force. The supine Warlord scrambled backwards until his back hit a vertical surface, while Tra’an stalked him, holding both lightsaber tips less than a foot from his chest.
“I didn’t want it to end this way,” Tra’an’s voice was somber.
Vivackus was up against the door which connected the platform to the rest of the facility. Less than a foot from his goal, the Sith’s only obstacle was a few inches of durasteel. He just needed to figure out how to live long enough to get there. Tra’an drew back slightly, about to lunge with both lightsabers through Vivackus’ chest.
Reaching out around himself, Vivackus called the Force to lift as much of the water pooling on the platform as he could muster, directing it toward the lightsaber blades of his foe. As the water boiled instantly, he pushed the hot steam back up into Tra’an’s face.
The Shi’ido let out a scream. While not stopping his momentum, it did lessen his accuracy. Vivackus rolled sideways, feeling of white hot pain as a singe along his ribcage as the tip of his own lightsaber burned across his ribcage.
Tra’an was momentarily blinded by superheated vapor, and that was the opening Vivackus needed. Once again, his anger channeled through Vivackus’ fingertips into arcs of electricity. Unlike the last time, his lightning meet its mark without resistance.
Tra’an recoiled as the surge of lightning caught him from the side, his mind overcome by the pain that Vivackus willed onto him. The Shi’ido collapsed into a heap after staggering backwards a yard. Vivackus allowed himself a second of respite to compose himself, before edging along the doorway to the control panel. Using the artificial wall as support, Vivackus pushed himself into a standing position. Here was the keypad to the facility. Now Vivackus just had to remember the combination.
Nothing.
I don’t understand... This was all wrong. He saw the keypad, but why did he not know which combination to push? Panic began to set in. Pushing a combination at random, Vivackus was taunted with a condescending buzz.
Isn’t this where I’m supposed to be? Frantically, Vivackus began hammering at the keypad. Why didn’t he know the combination? It made no sense. He was here before. Where else had the memory come from? He was supposed to enter the facility, and that would jog everything else. He would be able to see where this body had been created.
A new emotion began to undercut everything else. Like a knot tightening deep in his gut, Vivackus had felt this once before.
Snap-hiss Behind Vivackus, the unmistakable sound indicated that Tra’an had risen once more.
“No...” More than a word, the noise was a sigh, coming out of Vivackus’ mouth as the realization dawned on him. The Warlord sunk to his knees.
It wasn’t a memory.
He had been confused before. The sensations had come to him as he was now, not as his human body was before, so the underlying assumption was wrong.
It had been a vision.
“I surrender.” Vivackus heard the words leave his mouth even before he spoke them.
“I won’t give you another chance if this is another trick, Viv.” Tra’an spoke, forcefully calm, but his intention clear.
Vivackus clenched his hand into a fist and hammered futilely against the keypad. “No, no tricks.” His voice was as transparent as it had ever been. “You’re right. I’m not fit to lead. I can’t even control myself. How could I control the Clan?” The rhetorical question was left unanswered as the Warlord slumped into the corner.
Tra’an held his lightsaber at attention, ready for something, anything.
Seconds turned to minutes, as water poured down on top of them both. When it finally became clear that there was no more deception, Tra’an slowly lowered his guard. Reaching out with his left hand, the Shi’ido grasped the collar of Vivackus’ robes and pulled the Miraluka up so that their faces were level.
“Get yourself together, Viv.” The statement was dripping with equal parts disgust, concern, and frustration. “You could have done so much better.”
Tra’an threw Vivackus to the side, and his body fell like a rag doll, landing prone on the platform.
As Tra’an walked off, hailing his shuttle, Vivackus stared with his eyeless vision into the sky. Raindrops pelted his face. Unable to summon the will to move, he looked into the sky. The fractal pattern of a lightning bolt appeared overhead, and in instant was gone again.
The vision always ended this way, who was he to argue?
Vivackus did not move from that spot for some time afterwards.
*“Why are you the hatchet man? Why not one of the others?” Vivackus question,
Pulling this out for two reasons. 1) I'd very much like to know the answer to this and you don't actually go into it. 2) the obvious spelling error.