Kah’ri took a step back from his opponent and shut off his lightsabers. After re-holstering them, he reached up to his ear and pressed a button on his earpiece.
“Kadrol…” he looked at the exhausted Pantoran. “I’m… I’m sorry.”
Resentment shot from Kadrol eyes as they locked onto Kah’ri’s.
“How could you know what I’ve been through?” he said groggily. He grabbed his knee to try to stand but stopped halfway. He stared at his reflection in the murky swamp water.
“No one knows what I’ve done or how I felt… they just…” he sighed. The hurt began to well up in him, but he refused to show it in front of his adversary.
The scientist buried his feelings and stood up indignantly to the memory of his past. He looked back at Kah’ri ready to go again but was met with a defenseless Firrerreo. Kah’ri’s eyes shimmered as tears formed in them. Kadrol stopped, befuddled by the sight.
Kah’ri wiped away a tear and held it in front himself, equally confused by the rising emotions.
“Sorry, I -… I don’t really know what this is. I just… I can tell you’re in a lot of pain.” He said, looking back up to the Pantoran. His eyes welled up again.
“…why?” Kadrol asked hesitantly, adjusting his grip on his lightsabers.
“Why can I tell?” Kah’ri asked, puzzled.
“No,” He said dismissively, “Why are you worked up about something that has nothing to do with you?”
Kah’ri paused and thought for a moment. “I guess… because I can relate with you.”
A thin awkwardness cut through the planet’s eerie atmosphere.
“Look I’m not going to say I know what you’ve been through. I don’t. But I can sense something… a light in you that’s been stifled. Not allowed out for one reason or another - likely, for survival. I get that.” Kah’ri allowed his thoughts to return to his induction to Scholae Palatinae. “I’ve only just found out about the Force two years ago and, except during training with my master, I’ve never felt comfortable exposing myself like that - not around Sith.” Kah’ri admitted. “Actually… I’m amazed I feel comfortable enough around you for this - A kid I met for a few seconds before immediately getting into a fight.”
Kadrol stared at the Firrerreo for a moment. “Who is your Master?” He asked, listening for manipulation.
Kah’ri smiled at the question.
“Reiden Karr.” he said proudly.
The Pantoran’s eyes widened. “Reiden...” he muttered. His mind flooded with thoughts of his old battleteam.
“The man is the only reason I’ve stayed as long as I have.” Kah’ri admitted. “There was a time I was going to leave. I was packing my bags and he walked in and told me I didn’t have to stay if I didn’t want to, but that I’d always have a place with the clan.”
Kadrol’s eyes widened again as the same words rang in his head from the last exchange he had with Reiden.
“Speaking of…” Kah’ri snapped his fingers and the BD unit on his back climbed onto the ground. He beeped naggingly at Kah’ri.
“Yes, I know, bud. Sorry about tha- look I’ll fix you up later. Just play the message for him.” Kah’ri instructed.
BD-12 turned his head up in refusal, beeping once more at the Mystic.
Kah’ri sighed, “…please?” He said reluctantly.
The droid nodded contently and climbed into a small rock, his holoprojector turning on. A man in armored robes appeared in front of Kadrol, his familiar look unmistakable underneath the decorated attire.
[“Kadrol. Two years ago, you left Clan Scholae Palatinae believing its leaders to be after your head for the death of Elincia, your master and the Clan’s former Consul. While I have made attempts to contact you, none have had a reply. I would prefer to deliver this message to you in person, however my duties as Quaestor of House Acclivis Draco have prevented me from coming. I’m sending my former student, Kah’ri Marru, to extend an offer to rejoin your brothers-in-arms.”]
The image flickered to Reiden leaning forward in a seat, hands clasped together.
[“… on the day you left, I remember telling you that you’d always have a place with us. This has never changed. Thoughts of you have been coming to me lately. I get the feeling you may be in trouble or on your way to it. I worry for you. Come back to the Clan, Kadrol. We need you, bud.”]
Reiden smiled and the holorecording faded away, the silence between them interrupted only by the call of a distant animal.
“…Fine...” Kadrol sighed, looking up at Kah’ri. “I’ll go with you.”