Pristine, marble corridors sensually welcomed her as beautifully crafted, silk curtains billowed in the warm breeze. There was nothing to fear here, for the light around her coaxed a sense of sanctuary out of the woman. The scent of roses and the sounds of fountains put her at ease, her footfalls softly echoing through the vacant halls. Behind her, grand doors slowly closed, barring her off from the rolling plains of grass and flowers that speckled the terrain. The sight was truly astonishing to behold.
Yet, she was sobbing.
Morgan never trust you. Morgan never love you. Morgan never will. She selfish, her dark alter whispered through her mind.
The half-Sephi, C’ree, fought back her sobs, trying to calm her nerves. To her dismay, she could not control the ferocity and the dripping rage she felt for her captain. As she continued through the grand halls, she clawed at her face in an attempt to stop the tears from flowing. With each wipe, each collection of liquid that was flung to the floor, her delusion began to bleed away as clarity kissed at her mind. Curtains smoldered, marbled floors cracked and splintered. The scents and sounds turned sour and vile. The once gentle wind became pungent and blew with such ferocity that it dared to rival the the fire in her heart.
“Sh-she no trust me. She n-no love me,” C’ree mimicked her alter through the sobs, closing her eyes and allowing her tears to fall, paving a trail behind her in the ash that remained of once perfect carpets.
Her vision cleared and a sense of awareness presented itself. C’ree glanced side to side, taking in the sheer destruction, and felt the dark side shroud her in a wreath of pain and hatred. She felt the vibrations pulsing through the air. She felt long dead eyes drift upon her, whether apparitions or some other visitor to the former seat of Council power. But there was also something else…
The grand doors well behind the half-Sephi opened slowly, revealing the desecrated remains of the courtyards. What came through only further pressed daggers into C’ree’s heart: Morgan Sorenn, captain of the Godless Matron. C’ree’s breathing began to increase rapidly and her fingers coiled into fists, her talons digging deep into flesh. Morgan’s first mate felt her before even turning to pierce into her heart with violet orbs.
“What you want, Captain?” C’ree breathed emphasis on the title, her voice carrying through the silence yet barely above a whisper.
“Carrie, we need to talk. I need to explain things to you,” Sorenn pleaded, noticing C’ree immediately wince at the drop of her name. “You can’t keep avoiding me.”
She want to lie to you. She want to hurt you. No listen! NO! the dark alter screamed within C’ree’s mind, causing her to jump in place out of fright.
“No, no no, Captain. No. You lie, you lie to me! Family no lie. Family no hurt family!”
Flashbacks of all the times her Morgan stole away with Keelan, whispering secrets to each other, echoed through the half-Sephi’s mind. She saw them, heard them. She always did, though they did not know. Every time, every single time, when C’ree would approach her captain, if just to ask what was happening, she was dismissed without reason. Repeatedly through their time together, Morgan would push C’ree away, further and further.
Until the day on Paragon.
Paragon Colony was a fresh scar in C’ree’s collection of pain and betrayal. It was where she finally understood, finally accepted, Morgan’s deception. Morgan and Keelan’s lies were confirmed right there before her very eyes. Every time Morgan told C’ree there was nothing to worry about, or that it was simply ‘nothing;’ all of it compounded together into an elaborate dance of deceit. It was the one nudge that her dark alter needed to fully push her into realizing that the object of her obsession was not keeping her in best interests. The half-Sephi could not understand, could not fathom, how her Morgan could keep her in the dark.
Morgan took a few, cautious, steps forward, extending a hand towards her sister by marking. “Carrie, I need you to come back to the Matron with me. We need to go home and talk. I need you to understand I was trying to protect you.”
C’ree’s dark alter brought forth a rage-filled storm within her mind. She lie! She want to tame you. She no control us! She no protect us! We no hear it!
Violet eyes sank to the floor, struggling with the internal clash of mind against mind. C’ree’s body shook involuntarily as her gaze shifted left, to her side, where her lightsaber, ‘Pieces of Home,’ shook with the same ferocity. When the half-Sephi finally gathered the strength to look back to her captain, the once beautiful, vibrant violet orbs were all but vanquished by the yellow-orange of hatred.
“Carrie. No,” Sorenn stated firmly.
“Carrie no here, Captain Sorenn. You no hurt her no more,” C’ree’s voice dripped with malice and malcontent.
The Matron’s captain narrowed her gaze, recognizing the change as soon as their eyes met. “C’ree, you let her go.” She had already begun calling out to the energies around her, beckoning them to twist around the grand hallway that was to become their battleground. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
“Too late.”
C’ree channeled her anger, her fury, into a powerful torrent of glacial white electricity and simply launched it from an impossible distance. The unstable blast lanced its way towards the Sorenn woman, but she felt its presence with plenty of time to spare. Morgan gracefully stepped to the side and watched as the energy dissipated harmlessly across the doorway behind her. Something struck her as odd, though.
Of all the times past that Morgan had seen her first mate wage war, with such ferocity and power, she never once recalled a time the woman missed her mark. Something had changed, causing C’ree to act differently; something altered the way C’ree was thinking. What reason would she have to so openly miss? Why would she–
The Force whispered its warnings to the captain.
Morgan spun herself back towards the half-Sephi, just to see the pink woman in a dead sprint. The amount of distance she cleared in such short time was astonishing. Dark energies and whispers around C’ree reacted to her silent cries, sending Pieces of Home from its resting place to her left hand. The amethyst blade, coursing with instability, burst to life with a snap-crack, flooding the surrounding area in a dim hue of purple.
The Matron’s captain quickly moved a hand to her Bryar, but objectively decided against it, instead retrieving her elder lightsaber. She felt the power weaving through C’ree, recognized its influence on her abilities and paused. The half-Sephi growled as she approached Morgan and, as she lifted her amethyst blade to strike, her eyes widened with realization. Morgan’s smile was never larger.
C’ree felt the engrossing shadows around her waver. A sense of emptiness troubled her. C’ree felt her calls go unanswered into the nothingness surrounding her, as if a long-heard song had gone silent.
With all the agile strength she could muster, Morgan triggered her own lightsaber, its blade like a violet shroud surrounding the void of space. Amethyst met the veiled nothingness as Morgan brought her blade up just moments before C’ree would have collided with her. The two remained locked, both by saber and gaze. The Sorenn woman had hoped their quarrel would not escalate, but the yellow-orange fire in the half-Sephi’s eyes explained how inevitable it was.
“You no deserve mark,” C’ree growled, licking her lips while pushing fiercely into their lock.
Morgan was no match for C’ree’s strength on her own, the knuckles on both her hands becoming white as she pushed harder and harder against the half-Sephi. C’ree flashed a wide, toothy grin and dug her heels into the rubble and ash, shifting her weight for one more vigorous push. Morgan was waiting for just that.
The extra push from C’ree gave Morgan the opportunity to drop to a knee and roll to the side, causing the half-Sephi to nearly topple forward, still blinded by her own fury. Morgan quickly recovered and relaxed her grip, turning slightly to the side and ensuring her gaze did not leave her first mate again. C’ree’s grip only further tightened, threatening to snap the wooden panels that made up the majority of her saber’s body as she slowly and confidently turned to face her captain.
“Karking hell, C’ree. Enough of this! You will get nowhere if you continue fighting,” Morgan growled in annoyance. “Return to the Matron and we will talk about this like civilized people.”
C’ree’s face contorted into a mess of emotions and her ears twitched, unable to contain the held back anger within her any longer. The halls echoed with a sorrowful scream of rage that permeated to the very marrow of the bone.
Story
The first few paragraphs, which reveal the setting by peeling back an illusory scene, constitute some of the most interesting writing I've read in the DJB. Well executed.
Remember MJ in the thriller video? Seriously though, this description of her personality shift expressed via eye color is really cool. I enjoyed it.