I'm tired. The constant struggle to find my place and be accepted despite working hard has taken it's toll on me. The 'funness' of the DJB has all but vanished for me, with an array of poor decisions taken across the entire Club from not only myself but also its various leaders throughout the start of this year and couple of final months last year, I feel that I just need to step back and drop it.

Alongside some close friends whom I've met during the 3 years that I've been here leaving or losing interest like me, I no longer feel the need or urge to communicate, participate or even convince myself to log in anymore.

Ultimately, my latest transfer has killed my drive more than given me renewed energy and hope, signaling to me that the current state of the DJB as a whole is no longer an environment I feel pleasant or safe in which can accomodate the loyalty and determined mindset I had just a few months ago despite constant setbacks and an uphill battle for over a year.

I hope to return one day in a couple years and start fresh, maybe when things have changed or personal grudges and whatever politics that runs this current DC leadership have altered and either forgotten or truly forgiven, but with my friends moving on for now, perhaps its time for me to do the same ^^

I want to give thanks to the few members who have given me a great time and made this Club slightly less dark and more fun in the past 2 years, you know who you are!

Adios <3

Grand Inquisitor Morax Darkblade, 2017-05-01 04:51:58 UTC